I can honestly say I feel like my life is straightening out.
I went through a lot and did stupid shit. The past is the past. That’s where it belongs.
I now have a full time job, saving my money for life.
Been clean for a long time. Feels fucking great.
But best of all I have the most amazing girlfriend in the world. Without her I wouldn’t have been strong enough to stay clean. Or get a job. Or just get my life on track! She motivates me like crazy and I couldn’t be more grateful!! I love her. That’s really just it. I love her. I love her more and more every single fucking day! It scares me to hell. But I want forever. I really do. So I’m going to do everything I can to make sure that happens. I can’t wait to see how the future is going to turn out with this beautiful lady
Idk.. I just feel like the punching bag sometimes. But I understand. I really do. Because I can do the same.. Stress sucks.. Work is too much sometimes:/
No matter what I’m here for you to punch, cry on, cuddle up next to after a long hard day. You always have me! Always! My arms are open wide. I love you with all my heart.